Finally my first blog has been created. Finding a name for this blog is bad. Been forced my SOME1 to start my first post. Well today is just 1 ordinary day. Spent most of my hrs in front of the computer watching 2 different dramas without even stepping out of the house. Guess no one will be as bored like me to watch 1 serial drama more than 3 times.

Went on a 3D2N trip to malacca few days ago. It was planned to sit on christmas day however my parents were afraid of the long jam at the custom so it was pushed behind. Going k in malaysia is super cheap. Costing only rm33 in total for 8 people for 3 hours. It was located on a long bridge stretching across the sea. The walk in to the KTV was long but super windy. The session was quite paiseh as my parents and my cousin's mum was there. We cannot really sing freely in front of them. At the end of the 3 hrs, the k mood is still high, my sis and i decided to proceed to the shopping centre beside our hotel to sing for another 3hrs. Happy and satisfied ...

I know i have this FYP to rush but dun know why i wasnt in the mood for the entire day to even open up anything to do with it. Looking at other grps progressing so much when my grp is still at square 1. I am seriously worrying. Chatting with a classmate now. Realised that fyp this killer module is making the lives of many ppl miserable. True images and personality of everyone shows. Slackers become blacklisted in groups, top topic of the gossips and arrowed at in jokes. For the past 2 years nothing like this happen so massively. But looking at the slackers, i really find it very hard to find a better excuse for them. Well cant do much...

After what thats happen 4 years back, i really find it hard to get myself back to how i was before. I forgave her and i thought i was able to forget whatever that has happened i cant. The depth of that stab, i thought had healed until a situation happened recently. I want to protect myself from getting the same result. i want to be like before, sometimes i hate myself for how i let myself to change because of that. Time wont reverse, i want to find back the real me....confident, laughfy, friendly...can i?